Anonymous 09/19/20(Sat)18:18:25 No.26213605▶>>26217778 >>26219903 File: close-up-of-dog-against-s(...).jpg (1.22 MB, 2367x2367) 1.22 MB >>26211017 (OP) When I was younger, I died twice from lack of oxygen and cardiac failure. Within that time-span, I managed to see my future in some Deja-vu type of scenario-- bits and pieces-- fragmented and small segments. These of both myself, events, and my family members. I'm 21-years-old now; years later, everything still continues to occur exactly in the same order which I originally remember everything. This has left me with extreme depression in some instances, as I've already experienced some key elements to my life that should have remained fond in a temporarily disclosed sense. I've seen my mother age, I've seen surprises / gifts they've attempted to please me with, and I know what her last moments will look like. That's the worst thing, honestly. I can't guess numbers, dates, or birthdays, or do anything relatively fancy with whatever it is. However, the only useful thing I was able to do was talk to someone a day in advance because I recognized their voice-- which prevented them from jumping off this bridge relatively close to their house. This person was around 6,000+ miles away, and they were from the U.K, while I live in the U.S. I've never openly spoken to anyone about this, as I'm worried I'll be rather called some paranormal person or something related to the belief of spirits and extra terrestrial things ( religion fanatics ), and I'm just as worried to visit anyone psychologically correlated to the medical field, as I feel like they'd simply pass me off as schizophrenic or something. I'm just a normal person, I don't really have much beliefs in things, other than to just do good and try your best. I don't talk to myself, I don't like.. do weird things, and I just mostly enjoy working on personal creative projects in my free time outside of college.