Jan 06 Wed, 2021 lookin at blogposts. I hUrT mYsElF tOdAy tO sEe iF i StIlL fEeL i FoCuS oN tHe PaIn tHe OnLy tHiNg tHaT's rEal yaaaaay annie may!!1 yaaaay emo grunge band that over relies on autotune and sucks (edgy graphics) i am trash nonbinary enbie he-they (has vagina and blue hair) world is a DIAHHREA FUCK FARTS FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK 563248975 acab had to get that out. you look so stupid. imagine yourself if 10 years from now is a possibility. i wouldn't be at all surprised if people self terminate because the internet and social media are a thing, and that's probably a huge factor on top of empty, pointless, meaningless trapped lives in the shitty trapped rat race, running on wheels to get a bitcoin. on top of rat race and worthless fake money, there's the idiotic history that people put up too much of with their faces, real names, jobs, real locations. yeah. --- Nother thing. Uhhh, all these sloped-shoulders, lightly pudgy, big-hipped girls with short arms and vaginas and real breasts with mammary tissue (instead of sudden hard nightmare blobs that appeared out of nowhere. "training bras" are for castrati, same with makeup and moonbumps) - back in 2005 LiveJournal and then Tumblr in 2008, so many real girls that actually had real periods, decided they felt more like "guys". And behold, there was no man. And God made a man as rare and precious as a golden wedge of Ophir. Yeah no shit real girls "feel like the boys", THERE'S NO DIFFERENCE other than the guys never had puberty and they have circumsized micros and one ball only. And they're hopped up on T, so they behave differently. Combined with no puberty, the guys are just psycho dickgirls with roid rage and their 33 orange club. real girls think that being like the "cool, popular, respected people" on TV or other screens, will make them "cool, popular, respected". it used to be BRUTALLY DIFFICULT for women to get T back in the 2000s, because t-pocalypse didn't happen yet, and people were blinded by magic illusion spells, that also have a side effect of going completely bonkers batshit insane. magic illusion spells are real, but they expire. so witches (real women in the cult) and similar pratitioners (other cclub members) all keep recasting spells. what do you think they're doing with their hands all the time. nowadays, T is easily accessed by women. it's sad that i have to specify "vagina women", because martins (dickgirls) are the majority and have been for hundreds of years. T blast in early embryo stage makes a girl fetus grow a dick and one ball. and they get phismosis and that's why they're all circumcized. if they weren't, they'd be rubbing their crotches nonstop. watch a herm cat rub her nub on hard objects all the time. real girls feel terrible and inadequate that they don't look like vagboys. vagboys are VILE, why would you WANT to resemble and hang out with your abusers and oppressors. those are truly bundles of sticks. what kind of "strong man" or "inadequate nutless boy" wears a DRESS, a frilly pink and white pastel DRESS and glitter and makeup. they wear makeup and perfume because THEY'RE UGLY AND THEY STINK. I'm not joking when i tell you, they shit themselves. why do swyers shit themselves. because they're "daddy's princess" with all the cool toys, top fashion, money, more money, goods and services. where do you think that came from. why do they have eyebags, crazy psychotic behavior, memory loss, and all the toys and riches and treatments? cuz daddy's paying his princess back, cuz what princess doesn't remember, is the hundreds of times that daddy needed lots of fat stacks of cash, or some major service, and the only way that could happen is if daddy lets his friend pay him $1,000 to put his little peepee in Princess' bum bum. do you want to live like that? they shit themselves because of daddy's friends. that's why they dunk themselves in perfume. cuz when they're standing around, brown sludge leaks out. do you realize how commonplace child prostitution is. it happens in EVERY town, in EVERY neighborhood. all races, all income levels, all languages. every community. this happens. and swyers, a degraded form of God's creation with His own image and likeness, gets sodomized by a dickgirl, one of satan's foul bootlegs. it's repulsive. it's not cool or funny, it's SICK. real girls who aren't even 18 yet, some of them claim to be 15 and already talk about getting T shots... ... it's no wonder all their blogposts are "hmm today i will kms" and then "guess i didn't kms, but next time". after all those T injections, they will. it didn't have to be this way. you could have woken up. you could have stood for truth. i nearly fell into a trap. thank Jesus i didn't. maybe being alone and rejected and not partaking, grants you a special condition where you're eligible to have insane amazing miracles happen to you. it's a wonderful but quiet gift. so rare, you don't see it. not many physical tells, other than white light coming from eye sockets. peace of mind. i have peace of mind now. i was despairing and confused and lost once. then Jesus saved me, but it was a long, rocky, confusing process. very confusing. i'm so fortunate. that could have been me. but i'm making a popular website, and with 4 years of effort lead by other people who deserve recognition and acknowledgement (thanks WFF and V!), even though our fruits didn't show up at first, now we see them. budding and growing. not quite like a 17 year cicada, whew. cuz 4 years is better than 17 years. but a 17 year cicada lays dormant, unseen, unknown. then one day, they ALL explode out all over the place. be like the cicada, but uh, not 17y. that's too long. we don't have that long. and why was T nearly impossible for vag women to get back in 2000s, but now and only now after 2015 (seems like only yesterday), suddenly slightly dykish women who got a little too much androgel from doorknobs, keyboards, mice, and lightswitches - SUDDENLY after being tightly gatekept for martins only, kept away from the grabby hands of dykes and swyers wishing to detrans, NOW T is being mass pushed and freely given to dykes, without a care in the world? goes with how the "blood over intent" sorcerors doing mass blood sigil rituals going "release us from bonds" ended up releasing the bonds of fake gender shit. after being liberated from bondage telling martins to "be uhh whatever manly is", they started wearing wigs and dresses and talking in silly voices. castrati still resist detranning, probably because they might end up "missing" or "having fatal accidents" if they detran. martins in dresses, there's a million zillion of them now, haha yeah have fun trying to punish them. now that so many martins are wearing dresses and actually PASSING as women (other than a few tells that some but not all have - buck teeth, long faces, long fingers, mental handicap, no sex drive, booblets at most, narrower hips than adult women (still wider hips than castrati)) - there was only one other option for TPTB. let dykes have T. let them go wild. after a while, once their voices and behavior changes, and they go BALD (forever. your head hair aint coming back. SHAME AND DISFIGUREMENT, PERMANENT SHAME!!!) - then the dykes will just be bearded women like the celebrity guys. Hulk Hogan isn't a martin. a martin is a girl with a "penis". somehow they make sperm, life uh finds a way, tie two female belt ends together. it happens. life uh, finds a way. hulk hogan has a VAGINA. a tell for bearded WOMEN is they get masectomies. look for scars. tattoos and photoshop will remove those for publicity photos and video. martins get c-section. there are many c-section places and tattoos to cover scars. allowing dykes to have T, was some kind of "dead tran's switch" or something for TPTB. Tr4n5p0calypse came out in 2014-5, and it peaked in 2017-18. but it was highly guarded and kept secret, because all the irl tares desperately want to keep it secret. years after Tpoc came out, TPTB can't fight its ripples back, so they let the dykes have that cool thing they think will solve their problems. long term effect is, the dykes will self-terminate. unless. MotB comes out and self-termination will be disabled. yeah get the popcorn. there's gonna be zombies throwing themselves off of cliffs, jumping off of overpasses into traffic, shooting themselves with bazookas. and they won't die. death shall flee from them. wonder what kind of full experience of the fireworks will be available on the Other Side. /.