Jan 13 Wed, 2021 Basically, I started turning OFF the internet box, and then I realized how massively DIFFERENT I felt, when I had a *comparison* to work with. And I felt unbelievably STUPID that I never done that before, and I hope and pray that any and all damages will be healed. Because that was incredibly stupid and oblivious. So I'm just gonna brace myself for the sudden huge change in personal comfort, and show what I've been working on. It's also astounding what hideous EYESORES they were, I'm amazed I didn't go blind. But I redid the Iceberg pages! They look much better and are such shorter in code, like what was WRONG with me, but whatever. fixed it. okay, so the lesson here is... i been working on my patience. patience is my scarcest resource. and i get impatient too easily. but with myself FORCED AWAY FROM the internet, i can really focus better, and i have a different sense of pacing and deadlines. so that's kinda interesting. the good aspect. i feel better now, but now i'm more concerned about getting too close to radioactive boxes. because now i can really FEEL the difference, and it's insane. /.