Feb 14 Sun, 2021 === Time's speeding so insanely fast, people DESPERATELY pretending it's not the case, but it is. no more denying it. Everything is shitty and broken, all you can do is light up a joint and watch the shitstorm unfold, and keep a look out for every hilarious disaster you can see. Right now, the world's in a state of things kinda crumbling, everything's falling apart... Because time's going too fast. That might be the main big thing. what's there to report... other than, people are only beginning to just BARELY foggily wake up to what's been going on since the victorian era. there's been a secret club of freaks ruling the world since VE. the new world order has been around for over 100 years, they just sloppily pretend that's not the case, because the different parts of the NWO have petty spats, like how states bordering weed-legal states have cops looking to bust anyone with an out of state licence plate for weed. things like that. dead internet been a thing since before 2005, and speds sign NDA's and have been spies on the internet for a long ass time. thing was, real humans and irl based baffo cults used it. ~25-40% real actual genuine users. now it's 99.99% bots and shills. very sliiiight increase right at the very very very very END, very end. allll the way at THE END. there was a slight bump in absolutely desperate people trying to use the internet. where were they 10 years ago... ... i had my head up my ass and was stupid 10y ago. but no one in the know ever shook me awake or tried to help me in any way. just. people JUST NOW realizing orange 33, other standard numerology, thinking it's new instead of freakin ANCIENT. old old old. ancient ancient ancient. sex inversion, outer space shit, hoaximals, fake lands, fake cultures, massive in jokes, gematria, parallel societies. ancient old old old old commonplace, everywhere stuff. things everyone knew but never talked about. they all knew it the whole time. i just want it over and done with. i'm so sick of this. it's horrible. the least that could happen is something spectacular. instead, more of the same and no actual events, only leadups. it feels like the more i see signs, the more delayed everything gets. back when consumer home tech was a big deal, we wondered how amazing things could get. now these days, people comment on how there are no new real world appliance inventions, only comtech. today in currentyear ($currentyear began in 2015), video games are hyped up as big as movies in the 80s, but now they're unfinished. they're released as barely alpha, not even beta. not even that. just alpha. with big shiny graphics, because hi-rez eerie overdetailed "photorealism" with more lines and chunky sections than real irl items, makes something high quality, and nothing else matters. oh, and videos and voice acting. (how many perfectly good fallout NV quests were cut over some shitty voice lines, yet they left "free sibey" in. why they cut whole quests because of a bad reading... doesn't matter, vg is baffo shit, this will all end... in about 200 super fast years taht will feel like a second each) more things get outsourced, more jobs are given to robots instead of undocumented migrant workers. even THEY are losing jobs. wow. just wow all around. in "grand glorious currentyear", instead of flying cars, we just have 400 lb dangerhaired, tattooed monstrosities demanding that you respect their pronouns. you know why witches used to be burned? witches are women who get snared by the cult and can't leave. they lose their free will. they're FORCED, regardless of what they want, to make more soulless abominations, promote said abominations, and build the world to accomodate abomniations. they've helped phase out real men. they've sown seeds of bullshit and confusion. they cast illusion magic, illusion magic is real. fireballs and magic lightning are video game shit. real magic is boring, clunky, frustrating stuff that barely works, but illusion magic does. it's too long to explain and only a few people want to listen. where were you 5 years ago when people who knew this stuff had more energy. well, live and learn. in the beginning, people who tried to share knowledge soon found out just how BAD the internet shill and irl thing was. but oh well. live and learn. trial and error. just. when's it gonna end. it just never ends. yeah in like 300000 years, each day will be a nanosecond and people will be killed by epileptic fits, instead of the end happening. --- i've had magic done on me, and at absolute most there was a time in my life where i wondered what would happen if you scribbled and "did a few things" to it, aaaaannnd some time later i got a "relevant to you queries but very very very far removed, but bears passing relevancy" and i took what i could get and never messed with that stuff again. enough to know it was real. plus having immediate comparisons... okay, illusion magic is when your brain does gaussian blur on your eyeball feed (side effect: fits of extreme rage, mental pain, severe depression). turns out having reality not match your concepts is a recipe for insanity and extremely bad emotions. also they do desire / lust / neeed it spells. a common signifier for that is they like to have convenient small red, yellow, blue, green shapes on an otherwise black or white colored object. think that's just a convenient standard design? it's convenient and standard for a reason. --- wow i didn't update in a while, my phrasing is baaaad. i didn't ask for magic to be done on me, witches are everywhere (hint: they're usually fat, neon tattooed, garishly dressed, have loads of facial piercings, are obsessed with jewelry and symbolic imagery, they have shit attitudes and hang with 11 other super best buddies 4 everrr, but they're fat turbo bitches) so yeah, witches are common. those fat neon dangerhaired pincushions that yell about abortions and do weird hand stuff, those are witches. the spells they cast are misdirection, illusion, desire, material gain, local events, and emotional manipulation. hell, just an illusion spell alone will cause the psycho rage and hours of crying and self-harm anyhow. it's just a side effect. comes with the package. you see blurry morphed shapes, you're going to alternate between absolutely furious and psycho, and wanting to chug whatever's under the sink. that's why witches used to be burned. now that they're not, the world is even worse off for it. they're behind most of what we are accustomed to. they've provided all the baffo npc's to pad out the simulation. witches call a lot of the shots and do the legwork. they're the ones mantaining the system and recasting spells each day, because spells expire or can be broken. some things actually grant you immunity. Jesus Christ obviously makes you immune, but only the REAL Jesus, not the decoy. the decoy does nothing. --- so idk what goes on in secrecy, but i've had weeeird shit in my life directly caused by weird particular individuals. looking back, i can figure they were doing some *funny business* in private, and either i was one of the targets or was close enough in "splash range". i was in proximity to one or two targeted people at the time. ... kinda weird and sad to look back on. some victims i knew, i didn't like them. i thought they were just assholes. i liked how they LOOKED (they looked *right* to me... biologically correct, logical, sensible, lots of veins, skin, complex muscle movements, veiny eyes. contrast with simple twitchy janky muscles and few veins, weird skin of p-zombies, the sex inversion of baffoes yeah) i can't get into long stories, but when i look back, things that just once made me angry and annoyed, now make me extremely SAD because i just didn't know at the time. neither did the victims. i thought they were just assholes and i liked how they looked CORRECT but they were nasty all the time. they had illusion magic in their heads. and i guess i was in "splash range" and got some of that shit on me. magic does that. it's not pretty sparkle glitter. most common magic is money attraction, or messing with the lives of nearby people. to attract certain people or direct other people to falling into open manholes or off cliffs. but usually it's money attraction that's performed. sometimes also misdirection. who even knows all that was going on. i think about those people. the ones i used to see as innocent and regular but ugly and i kinda liked them sorta, but they repulsed me somehow. and the ones i liked how they looked... they were victims. they were afflicted. i hope they're alright, but one is dead. it's so sad. /