Feb 18 Thursday 2021 === not much goin on that's noteworthy, i keep forgetting about a few little things i should probably clean up and post somewheres... yeah. keep forgettin little things. well, 14th feels like just a few hours ago. also i should make a ponder about what's up with "holidays" and why some are no-work days and others aren't. like you get the day off for MLK Jr Day, but not Valentine's. And Valentine's is something something catholic, so idk. whatever. i'll ponder when i have nothing more interesting or pressing to wonder about. well, last journal was too gloomy and doomy, so i thought i'd pop back in and say sometimes i'm in an overly downer mood even when things are going as "right" as can be reasonably expected. i got way more confidence these days, and some good stuff actually happened between 14th and now. but i don't talk about my IRL life! but don't worry, some good stuff happened. and most importantly! ... some *seeds* have been planted in minds. the Truth is a burden, but when you plant the seeds in other minds, they sprout and grow at whatever rate they do, faster or slower depending on stuff. then when they get big enough... the Truth becomes other people's burdens, and the previous person can take a break. doesn't mean retiring from it, just means taking it easy for a while. so yeah anyway. i guess i should find some cool stuff to share. ===